The Big Picture



Let's paint the big picture of existence. This story has to do with how souls, and how your soul, came to earth, what it's doing here and how it can leave.

Loosh Farm


Earth is this little chicken coop with physical matter reality. It's floating around in what seems to be a largely non-physical greater universe. What is the purpose of earth? Why it was created? The earth is a loosh farm, it is an energy factory that the plants and animals and everything here on earth is food chain where basically every living thing eating other living things. That's the core of earth's reality.

Living things have to eat other living things to survive and in the process of doing so it produce the energetic byproduct which is called loosh (emotional energy) that serves as a fuel source for higher entities. The earth is kind of power plant.

I'm not saying this is good or bad. The earth was made to produce energy. And that energy is the energy that's behind the creative force of the universe. It's world-building energy. It's what universe needs to sustain itself. For example, the energy of love is used to create other worlds and other life forms.

If this is the first time you hear this you may be shocked but the good or bad on the side. The humans role here is to generate energy, like honeybees and like other biological life forms on Earth, the humans are a peace of the food chain system.

The planet earth evolved and as evolution goes on, life forms appeared. Millenniums passed and we get to a point where we had evolving primates and these evolving primates made good vehicles for consciousness.

The First Incarnation


An advanced, outside consciousness roaming through the universe, looking for it opportunity to evolve noticed the planet earth. They see a decent vehicles for consciousness and I'm sure that consciousness inhabited some of the dinosaurs and that maybe evolved into what we call like reptilians.We even have same kind of reptilian brain, carried over from the past period.

In our ancient ancient history, we had other human type vehicles that maybe still are buzzing around. AOn the planet earth there has been all these different vehicles for consciousness to come into. And it seems like a lot of this was probably genetically engineered. Little bit of splitting and fusing of chromosomes and a little bit of genetic manipulation and there is an even better vehicle for consciousness.

The higher intelligence created these vehicles. The human beings. So now you have this earth created for energy production and vehicles to carry such production. Then consciousnesses discover earth and it goes "Oh, look at this place." You see, there's these cool vehicles. It's almost like renting a car and going for an excursion. The consciousness can come in to this avatar and have physical experiences.

This is a big deal because when in the non-physical part of the universe, which is the base level of consciousness, the physical reality is an opportunity for collecting experiences and evolving further. Physical reality is like putting on a VR headset for your consciousness and having this physical experience.

Earth bursting with life and lust for life and everything. Looking at earth the souls go like, "Whoa, that looks interesting." You know, you can understand them, how could you not look at earth and think it's not interesting, right? It's interesting. It's a beautiful planet. Humans are crazy emotional beings. You have humans out there fighting in wars or making music, making art. You have humans telling jokes, doing tricks, playing sports. The earth is a very interesting place.

So this consciousness sees all this "oh I want to go in there" and the soul is greeted by the entry director, the being who is playing the role of screening souls, as they discover Earth, making sure to let them know a few things and rules so they understand what they're getting into.

He actually kind of tries to scare you a little bit, with the terms and conditions, birth, death and memory wipe. It tells them "hey, you're going to lose track. You're not going to know like who you are now. This identity you have and this knowing of the greater universe and where you came from and all that kind of stuff. You're not going to know any of that. You're going to come in here. We're going to place you into a body and you're going to be born as a baby. You're not going to know how to walk or talk. You're not going to know where you came from. You're not going to know anything. You're going to be completely alone, isolated, scared, terrified, and it's going to be a very intense experience."

At that point the consciousnesses can either say, "Ah, that's a little too heavy for me." Or, they look down and they're like, "I don't know. Looks kind of fun. So, and when I when I die, when that body dies, I can just come back up here and go on my merry way?" And the entry director say like, "Yeah, there's there's no rule or law that says you have to stay in here, it's your choice."

And that is how first incarnation on earth started, for everyone of us. You are placed into a body. And since you don't really know, you have no idea what a human is, you are signed for a huge failure. You don't know what races and countries are. You don't really know anything. You did not prepare yourself for the earth's life by telling them "oh, I want to go to this place and I want to be in this kind of a family" because you don't really know. You don't even know what a guy or a girl is. You don't know what what money is. You don't know any of these things. It's brand new.

The Endless Cycle of Births


Usually what happens, just like anything, the first round is a show, right? You're going to get disastrous life being in a foreign land. You're still an alien. You have no history of any of this stuff.

Okay, now you died, and you finished the first incarnation. Upon death you meet the return director because now you're in the return flow and now you're in the system. There's a system, the spirit world is very systematized. There is a flow, there are checkpoints, there's different managers, there's different hierarchies of beings, there's all sorts of stuff going on.

So, the soul, who initially came on earth for fun, woke up on the return, realizing it's failure. And the return director offers solution "Do you want to keep going on your way, kid? Do you want to go back into the universe and find another planet, or do you want to go into the return to earth flow? Go meet with some guides, figure out what you could have done better, plan your next incarnation, and and give it another shot."

Those are kind of your options at this point you can leave or you can stay. And you would think, okay, well, obviously they're going to leave, right? But what happens is earth life is is thrilling, right? We have emotions. It's really intense. It's really exciting. It's the ultimate experience.

You find love, you you have loss, you have some wins and successes, you have some failures, all sorts of things happen. And then you see other people and you're like, "Well, that person's crushing it. I want to be like them." Or the last time I was a girl and this time I want to be a boy or the last time I was poor, this time I want to be rich. Or, last time I lived in the jungle, this new time I want the city. Right? Okay. You see where this is going?

So, when you go to the return director, you are like, "You know what? Let's do this again. Last time I didn't really know what I was doing. I died young. I didn't really have any momentum. This time I have a plan. This time I have a plan. We're going to do big things." So, you go back.

You go to a different area now. Now, you're in the system. You are tagged and you're in there and you meet with people. You have guides. You have advisors.

But nothing seems to help. What is happening? You're third lifetime in. Fourth, fifth... hundredth.. thousandth. You have losy all memory of your origins, you developed all kinds of believing systems. The thrill of the human earth-life experience is addictive. It's it's amazing. It's it's terrifying. It's all these things, but it evokes so much reaction and emotions and nostalgia that you want to go back in again and again.

And there's also this component of karma where you're like "last time I was actually an ass and I did a bunch of things wrong, so I need to correct those things." You always want to do things different and better. So what ends up happening is you keep going around and the more you go around the more karma you create. Karma is just a tie. By having your, just ended life reviewed, you're not at the pearly gates being judged by anyone, you're being judged by yourself.

The Higher-Self


You've created the over-soul. Now you have something what is called the higher self, which is the totality of all your lifetimes. All of your experiences, your thoughts, your dreams, your worries, your fears, everything you've ever done, everyone you've ever met, everything from every lifetime is stored in this "file folder" in the universal database in the spirit world.

The higher self is actually you. That is the collective of you. This you, like you are right now, listening this, this is a temporary you. But there's a bigger you. It is gathering the pieces of you every time you go around and it's accumulating. It's getting bigger and bigger and it's also attached to others, You've developed relationships through your sojourns. There's different consciousnesses that you have formed bonds with, that you've been through hell with and been through love with and you've just connected with and and the managerial system of this place.

Okay? The planet earth is duality and that means there is positive and negative spiritual forces. Living life on this planet, you can easily led astray. Most of the time you're getting indoctrinated or brainwashed or pulled into cults or religions or whatever. And then when you die, your consciousness, that part of it, that partition of it, instead of going up to your higher self and reconnecting with the totality, it gets stuck in the belief system territory.

The strong beliefs are territory, zones in the spirit world, which we create, humans create, which you could consider our heavens and hells and and everything in between that based on your beliefs. If you have strong enough beliefs, you're going to be magnetized and drawn into these zones. Well, now that partition of you, that piece of your soul that came in here for experience gets stuck and separated from the totality. It went maybe to heaven. It's like "ah, this is lovely. I will stay here, forever." All of that happens hundreds of times because it does, sometimes thousands of times. Depending on when you came into the system, you might have had thousands of human lives.

How do you leave this planet?


YOu don't want to be here anymore. So how do you leave from here? Do you take this life to be your last incarnation? I hate to disappoint you but you cannot leave the earth without collecting all peaces of your soul.

This isn't your only lifetime. You are reading this so far so maybe this life is a successful one and you will made it back, but what about your previous lives? What about lives where you were indoctrinated or brainwashed or in a religion or had very strict belief systems and and when you died that time, you landed in one of these belief system territories and there's parts of you that are still stuck there.

Here's where it gets ridiculously fascinating. Because most people think that in the other on the other side in the spirit world when you're non-physical, when you're out of the physical body, that you have expanded capabilities, you have immense knowledge and understanding of the universe and options and all this kind of stuff. But when you're in here, you're very restrictive. When you're in here, you're you're stuck. Actually it's the opposite.

This is the secret of existence. This is the secret to everything. This is what they do not want you to know. Now, you might think, okay, well, we come in here, we get the memory wipe, and we're confused and we're lost and we're restricted. We don't we don't have these amazing abilities out there. We can fly and we can do all sorts of stuff. But in here, we're pretty limited by physical material wold. But here's the thing, we have free will.

We don't necessarily have free will when we're in the spirit world. Because when you're in the greater universe, like when you do get it all of your pieces together, you're back in your whole, you're in non-physical universe. Indeed, you have expanded capabilities there, you do have a greater knowledge and understanding but you cannot do whatever you want. The free will in spirit world is limited by vibrational universal forces.

You're just in here, okay? And you have to figure it all out. And yes, that's scary and that's restrictive and and you're kind of deaf, dumb, and blind. So, you're not real useful at the beginning, right? But then as you go through life, you accumulate knowledge, you have experiences, that kind of stuff. There's a certain point, this tipping point where your higher self is trying to get through to you. And of course, you have, you've turned off all of your sensors. You're not listening. They're calling you, but you're not picking up.

At a certain point, the higher self is doing everything it can to get your attention. And if it can't get your attention, it does things. It has abilities to awaken you. It guides you and directs you to your real purpose. And then once you wake up you now are receptive. Now the higher self can communicate to you.

Why this is so important? Because you have free will in here and you have the ability to do things that your consciousness on the non-physical side can't do because it's it's more restricted. So, you're in here and the system doesn't expect you to do these things because it's not obvious that you can do these things. But that's what is the secret of existence.

Oppressive forces on this planet will do everything to keep this secret unknown. It is important for you to understand the potential that you have inside this human body and that you get that the things that you can do in here you can't do out in spiritual world.

Your higher self is actually trying to get your attention and wake you up because you are in here and it needs the help. It's passing notes to you, giving you missions, telling you things to do that are beneficial for your total self.

The Battle Between Good and Evil


There is battle between good and evil or negative and positive that's happening in the heavens. There's opportunistic kind of bad guys that are taking advantage of our situation. And then there's benevolent good guys that are trying to help us. And then there's graduates of the Earth life system that stick around kind of like teachers aids and counselors to to help and to to do their part. Then there's the forces that belong to like the creator itself, the the one who created this earth life system then there's a creator who created us. There's probably a creator who created that creator and I think it goes um like the Russian dolls.

Every force wants to hijack in certain ways and manipulate your life, in order to preserve the core purpose of the system. Meanwhile, you're here so try to live life and get the most out of this, try to accumulate all of your pieces and and make yourself whole, communicate with your higher self on the other side and figure out what you can do to help, find out what your mission is.

Your life events are basically just distractions, all these things that you do in life like memorizing stats for trivia quizzes and crap like that going to school for degrees you don't need and all garbage that filling your brain with kind of useless stuff... are diversions and purposeful distractions so that you don't put all this stuff together.

Only people that are needing to wake up are listening to this post and you are waking up because your higher self is shaking you right now trying to get your attention. It's like, "Hey, we done done everything, man. We've learned everything. We've had every experience. We've played every side game. We've we've done it all. Now we need to retrieve our pieces."

So, you do have options, but you only have options once you're whole. And you only have options once you understand what you're in, how this construct is constructed. And that's where you're at right now. I gave you the big picture of things as they are.

There is a battle coming from heaven to this earth, a battle between good and evil because there is a natural flow of this planet that's supposed to happen. There is something that is preventing the natural flow, the evolutionary flow. The natural progression of events has been disturbed and it's leading to a lot of stuck consciousnesses, fragmented consciousnesses and noise and confusion.

You do not have so much time, this a little bit of an urgency. There is a little bit of an aggressiveness in this. You can't be too naive and and complacent anymore because I think that that it's one of the ways you got into this pickle, by just going with the flow. You have came in here with definite missions than just being alive and surviving.

Now is the time if you're listening to this, if you're still with me, there's a good chance that you are here for bigger things and that it's time to make that connection to your higher self.